I love these pictures. They’re proof of life growing inside of me. They are proof that there is a God and that He is perfect. They are a reminder of my purpose and my heart’s desire.
The thought of bringing another life into this world fills me with joy, but it also worries me. It keeps me up at night.
These pictures remind me of the weight that lays heavily on my shoulders. Of the calling and the responsibility of caring for, and guiding another life.
Sometimes I feel like it’s too heavy of a task and it frightens me.
What if my children make the mistakes that I made? What if they get sick? What if I lose them? What if they hurt me like I’ve hurt my parents? What if someone hurts them?
These pictures also remind me of my inadequacy. Of the fact that I can do nothing on my own strength. They are a reminder of His sovereignty, and of my need for a savior who casts out all fear.
I know that this is just the begining and that fear is not easy to push aside, but I am certain that with His help and through His word I will be able to find peace.
Therefore let all the faithful pray to you while you may be found; surely the rising of the mighty waters will not reach them. You are my hiding place; you will protect me from trouble and surround me with songs of deliverance. Psalm 32: 6-7
You keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on you, because he trusts in you. Isaiah 26:3
For the mountains may depart and the hills be removed, but my steadfast love shall not depart from you, and my covenant of peace shall not be removed,” says the LORD, who has compassion on you. Isaiah 54:10
Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things. Philippine 4:8
Unless the LORD builds the house, those who build it labor in vain. Unless the LORD watches over the city, the watchman stays awake in vain. Psalm 127:1
I sought the LORD, and he answered me and delivered me from all my fears. Psalm 34:4
But from everlasting to everlasting the LORD’s love is with those who fear him, and his righteousness with their children’s children. Psalm 103:17
But from everlasting to everlasting the LORD’s love is with those who fear him, and his righteousness with their children’s children. Psalm 56:3-4
There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear. For fear has to do with punishment, and whoever fears has not been perfected in love. 1 John 4:18
I love these Pictures! I am 28 weeks pregnant and everything you said went right to my heart! Thanks for sharing!
I love this post, and yes, I have fears, too. So many what if’s…and then the Lord gently reminds me He already knows everything about this little life, He created it! He knows the pains, hardships, struggles, joys, losses…and then I have peace. So thankful to know Him…can’t imagine doing this parenting journey alone!
Beautiful post!
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Thanks Kayla! I’m so glad you’re joining me here!
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Amy,
Thank you for your words. You are right. He knows everything about these little ones. I too am grateful that we have Him and His peace sustains us.
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Thanks Sierra!
I love these pictures and your post! Sometimes the responsibility of being a parent can feel heavy and fear can take over, but you have armed yourself with some great verses to fight off those fears! Isaiah 26:3 is one of the ones I really love too.
Such a great post! 🙂
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This is beautiful, and I think all of us mothers can relate! I also love these Instagrams — I’m totally stealing the idea for my next pregnancy. 😉
I can relate. What a great post!
Cheryl (www.sinceibecameamom.blogspot.com)
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Thanks Stephanie! Loved having you here!
What a beautiful and honest post! I, too, have these similar fears. Writing down these scriptures now!! Thanks so much for sharing your heart.
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Thank you Jenna for commenting. If you have any other verses that help you through your fears, I’d love it if you could share them with me. Thanks again!